An empty void inside of me. A void that echoes with screams from my
broken heart. With no one there to fill it up but the person that
empties it out every time, it stays empty.
It screams louder but no help is offered. Flashing memories before my eyes, complete and utter shock, numbness, panic attacks, relief, self- doubt, regret, happiness, sudden outbursts of laughs, a wave of chills down my spine, and so much more feelings take over me as I free fall
down that void. Two paths meet, two lives intertwine, a strong bond is formed, then when you least expect it: Break up or what I like to call Break down. You never think bad things are gonna happen to you. Why would they, you're a good person?! A person that wants the best for everyone, a person that sees so much for themselves, a person that works hard for what they want till they get it.
People like these only have good things coming their way. People like these become Steve Jobs, Naguib Sawiras, and Majid Al Futtaim. People like these don't sit down and cry for hours every day; they don't stop at every bump in the road. People like these turn their screams into success. But when you come to do it, you’re sucked into that void. You're thrown down an empty well; free falling into failure, waiting to crash at the very bottom. When you decide you're better than all this, someone thinks otherwise and pushes you further down that empty void.
But then again only when you hit the bottom will you realize that you're far better than being at the bottom. You're worthy of the top; your story and life events are as important as the air you breathe. Only then do you realize that every negative action you will accept or every disappointment you will just allow happen will be the puppet masters to your life. You are the writer of your own script; you get to choose who you want in the cast and who you want off the set. You get to choose if you want your life to be at the bottom, or right up there between the stars. As for me, I refuse to be in a void. My life is so much more important than being wasted amongst the rocks at the bottom of that void; my life is as precious as the stars in the skies and the moon that lights up the night. As I lie here at the bottom of an empty void, I finally get it … It’s called a break up because after that, there's no way to go but up!
It screams louder but no help is offered. Flashing memories before my eyes, complete and utter shock, numbness, panic attacks, relief, self- doubt, regret, happiness, sudden outbursts of laughs, a wave of chills down my spine, and so much more feelings take over me as I free fall
down that void. Two paths meet, two lives intertwine, a strong bond is formed, then when you least expect it: Break up or what I like to call Break down. You never think bad things are gonna happen to you. Why would they, you're a good person?! A person that wants the best for everyone, a person that sees so much for themselves, a person that works hard for what they want till they get it.
People like these only have good things coming their way. People like these become Steve Jobs, Naguib Sawiras, and Majid Al Futtaim. People like these don't sit down and cry for hours every day; they don't stop at every bump in the road. People like these turn their screams into success. But when you come to do it, you’re sucked into that void. You're thrown down an empty well; free falling into failure, waiting to crash at the very bottom. When you decide you're better than all this, someone thinks otherwise and pushes you further down that empty void.
But then again only when you hit the bottom will you realize that you're far better than being at the bottom. You're worthy of the top; your story and life events are as important as the air you breathe. Only then do you realize that every negative action you will accept or every disappointment you will just allow happen will be the puppet masters to your life. You are the writer of your own script; you get to choose who you want in the cast and who you want off the set. You get to choose if you want your life to be at the bottom, or right up there between the stars. As for me, I refuse to be in a void. My life is so much more important than being wasted amongst the rocks at the bottom of that void; my life is as precious as the stars in the skies and the moon that lights up the night. As I lie here at the bottom of an empty void, I finally get it … It’s called a break up because after that, there's no way to go but up!
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